People.

.... People are. So. Addictive. Man. That's all I can think to say. I love people. Okay so I know these two people. I hang out with them and talk to them all the time. But they've gone out of town on a very long trip. Well not that long. Only 8 days. But ... It seems like an eternity. I've been doing so well. They've been gone 4 days already. I was beginning to think I would be able to make it through the time without a problem because my life has been pretty good for the last 4 days. But.... I can feel it. Here come the withdrawals. And tomorrow when I have nothing to do because I don't have school tomorrow and I'll be home alone in the house... (that's the time when I usually go hang out).... There won't be anybody to help me get through the time. I'm going to be so miserable. But I'm going to try sooooo hard to not be too upset. But it probably won't work. Just sayin. Yea.... sorry... I know what you're thinking. "That girl's got issues." And its true. I do. Everybody does.
I used to blog a lot. It filled my social needs. But then I upgraded from blogging to actual people. And so I didn't have a need to keep up on my blog. And. That's alright cause nobody ever reads this anyway. But now that my friends are gone. I guess I'm back to blogging. For the next 4 days.... hmmm....
Well. It was my birthday. Yep. I'm the big 1 7. Feeling like I'm getting old. Not excited. But hey. I got my own phone for my birthday. It was the only present I got, and I had to pay for more than half of it. But hey. I mean. Anything is better than having to share a phone with your little sister right? yep. For me it is anyway. But you know what sucks? Having a phone, and not having anybody to text. Because the person I usually text is gone. Nobody else can hold a conversation with me for very long. It's so. frustrating. But hey. I'm gonna move on before I depress myself.
Later!